The divorce is finally over! I hope with this there can be
peace in my soul again. It’s time for a new chapture for me and I hope a good
one. So much is about to happen and honestly I’m afraid, I’m almost 18 and I
don’t know where my life is going to take me. My love will be leaving soon to
go to college which leaves me upset and trapped all over again, I don’t know
what I will do without him by my side. A very important person to me died a few
days ago… My aunt, I have never looked up to someone so much and the sad part
is we don’t ever see or realize these things until the person we love so much
is no longer there and we cant tell them those things. No matter what I do I’ll
do with her on my mind cause I always wanted to make her proud. I have never
seen someone so strong and loving in all my life no matter what she went
through or how very sick she was she never once complained. I think she knew
she wasn’t going to make it through this time… and yet she still kept a smile
on her face. I have to wonder if she was afraid of dying or if she was ever
really afraid of anything and what was going across her mind as she laid down
to go to sleep not knowing that she wasn’t going to wake up. So who is your
hero? If you know and there still around go tell that person how much they mean
to you and how much you look up to them cause tomorrow isn’t promised and you
never know what’s going to happen next so go take advantage.. I wish I still
had the chance.
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