May 29th

So I had the joy of going to court with my mom for the first time woohoo! When we get there and she goes in while I sit in the car. As I was sitting there I notice his car isn’t anywhere so I keep looking just to see that this one woman in a car was looking at me. At this point I really started to think maybe that was his girlfriend, which even the very thought of it pissed me off. Time goes on and still this woman is looking at me then I knew it was her! This woman was about to break her freaking neck from trying to look at me so what do I do? I make myself nice and cozy and sit there and looked at her as hard as I could and I never looked away. With her knowing that I was daring her to even try to do anything she turned her head and looked away while still glancing back just to see if I was still looking at her. Two hours go by and it finally came to an end as I waited for my mother to come out my ‘’father’’ came out with his lawyer smiling and laughing together. See anything wrong with that? I sat there watching, waiting ,and wondering if he was even going to see me sitting there looking at him but he was to worried about hopping in his new car with his girlfriend/friend while we go home and try to find ways to pay for the lights to stay on. Oh what a man he is! I haven’t asked one thing from him since he has left but one thing. I asked for his wedding ring since it means nothing to him anyway and he called me and laughed, cussed, yelled just being as nasty as he could be over it.